Today has been quite an eventful day. Not because it was supposed to be, but I guess many impromptu decisions were made for the fun of it and to kill time. However, although the day was eventful, everything that happened was quite a recipe for disaster and disappointment. Most of the happenings began after school. Before that, I got reprimanded by my English teacher for printing advanced secondary 4 notes which to her seemed much of an insult. I had to explain everything to her. However, I think there was nothing very wrong about printing pieces of paper.I got reprimanded for being too afraid to lose. But i guess everything has both sides to its story.
Then after school,I had to rush my E-Maths correction last minute. My friends had already left me to go to the venue of the 2.4km retest. Initially, I thought it would be another shot worth taking to get myself an 'A' grade in this retest. All odds were against me when i had reflected what had happened. I could have not gotten the first in the race. For I had already attained a timing many would yearn to have. Instead, I should have helped my friends in various ways - Pushing them, pulling them, carrying them or any other desperate measures to help them pass would be a good thing.
I am sure they would be very appreciative. But no, someone has to be too egoistic to not care and think about others. I was too full of myself for thinking that my default school shoes would be something that will not hinder my performance. However, I was wrong. Very wrong. Not only were my feet as burnt as that from an oven, I overshot my previous timing by 20 seconds, I didn't do much helping out to those other people that I should. I feel so stupid mentioning it now. But what can be done?
It sucks to reflect over past sins and wrong doings of ourselves after a long, tiring day. I think I should be more sensitive towards other peoples feelings. Sorry.
1 comment:
Aww, come on. Cheer up. It is good to reflect for you can learn from your mistakes. And you should be a little more sensitive towards other people’s feelings. :)
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